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Please Stop Making Me Cry

Journal Entry: Mon Nov 23, 2009, 8:30 PM
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Perhaps it's okay to hate someone who makes you hate yourself. My mum's at it again. She screams at me for shit that's not my fault. I can't control the waiter and make him bring out the right food. I'm doing my best in school, but she expects me to have perfect scores on everything even though she never helps. When I do ask for help, she isn't patient and she starts yelling at me for not understanding. I know this is really mushy, but the only reasons I even wake up in the morning instead of just offing myself are my boyfriend and my friends. Thank you to all of my internet friends and my real life friends. If I didn't have people who helped and supported me in this nightmare called life, I know I wouldn't be here. I love you all with everything I've got.

Mutti's yelling at me again now so I have to sign off...I even cleaned MY WHOLE ROOM, and all I got was a nod of approval and 15 minutes on the laptop. If she sees me crying, she'll yell even more. Sorry if I sound whiny. I'm just really tired of this, and I need to let it out to people instead of on myself. Much lurve to everyone. :heart::heart::heart: I don't even have time to download music...


~Hailey

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  • Mood: Tearful
  • Listening to: "When Two Are One" -Atreyu
  • Reading: Mein Kampf -Adolf Hitler
  • Watching: some exorcism movie
  • Playing: Ashes, ashes, we all burn down!
  • Eating: tortellini
  • Drinking: blood
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I love cupcakes, tea, Red-Riding-Hood, and strawberries. Mmmm....Erbeeren. I like to cosplay.

BEWARE. I am obsessed with Fruits Basket and Death Note. I'm quite obsessed with a number of anime actually. But DN and FB are the main ones.

Watashi wa Hana desu. o.O And...Some more slightly useless information: age 14-21. What's my age again? Somewhere between there. ;D

Myspace: myspace.com/ichbinrotkappchen
Deviant Name: haileydeidara
Real Name: Hailey
Likes: anime, music, cosplaying, YAOI, YURI, deviantART, Myspace, Bebo, STRAWBERRIES, drawing
Dislikes:
Homophobics, Ignorant people, haters, idiots, mean people. And also when I have drawers block. That's never fun.

I love my friends, and love making new friends. YOU GUYS ARE MY WORLD. Especially ohmykami. You're wonderful. So send me a message or watch me~! I suppose I'm nice...heh heh.

I want to travel around Germany after college. It's very pretty there.

I very much like to go to concerts. I live for music, so seeing people up on stage is like seeing my dream future. (Not the famous part, but being able to spread songs around the world.)

You can also find my drawings and such on mangaka.de

When I don't have access to a scanner, I mostly upload photos and poems. I have quite a few photoshoots with photographer Lance Shuey. He's a very talented photographer. :)

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  • Current Residence: Where ever you want me to be ;)
  • deviantWEAR sizing preference: M
  • Interests: manga,anime,music,drawing,yaoi,STRAWBERRY JAM
  • Favourite movie: Hard Candy + Sweeney Todd + The Exorcist + Harry Potter
  • Favourite band or musician: OOMPH!, Rammstein, Atreyu,From First To Last,Nightmare,The GazettE,SweetS,Bullet for My Valentine
  • Favourite genre of music: Emo,j*pop,j*rock,Korean Rock,german rock
  • Favourite artist: Naruto-Buddy!
  • Favourite poet or writer: Edgar Allan Poe
  • Favourite photographer: Yelir!
  • Operating System: alt 0233 <-- Type that. It makes this---> é
  • MP3 player of choice: the one i have
  • Shell of choice: STRAWBERRY AND SPRINKLES
  • Wallpaper of choice: black
  • Skin of choice: how racist.... jk
  • Favourite game: Sims Bustin' OutPS2, Pocky Game =^.^=
  • Favourite gaming platform: Nintendo DS, Gameboy SP, PSP, PS3, PS2
  • Favourite cartoon character: Deidara-senpai, L, Mello, Alucard
  • Personal Quote: ".....Ne?"
  • Tools of the Trade: kunai and my spiked bracelet

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~DeathNoteChild 22 hours 52 minutes ago
thanks for the fave ^^

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Pain, without Love
pain, i can't get enough
pain, i like i rough
Becase i rather feel pain, than nothing at all.

Trick or treat
Trick or treat
Candy is dandy,
but murder is sweet
~Beyond Birthday
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~haileydeidara 14 hours 13 minutes ago
No problem~!

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Ich erinner mich an dein Versprechen. Täusch mich bitte noch ein letztes Mal.

Oh my Rord! [link]

Love is the red of the rose on your coffin door. What's life like bleeding on the floor?
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~DeathNoteChild 12 minutes 23 seconds ago
^^

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Pain, without Love
pain, i can't get enough
pain, i like i rough
Becase i rather feel pain, than nothing at all.

Trick or treat
Trick or treat
Candy is dandy,
but murder is sweet
~Beyond Birthday
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*natelyon 3 days 18 hours ago
Thanks for the fav :heart:

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Monday monkey lives for the weekend.
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~haileydeidara 3 days 15 hours ago
No problem~! :)

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Ich erinner mich an dein Versprechen. Täusch mich bitte noch ein letztes Mal.

Oh my Rord! [link]

Love is the red of the rose on your coffin door. What's life like bleeding on the floor?
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~TheGiraffeAteTheLion Nov 16, 2009, 2:22:04 PM
HAAIILLLEEEYY (:

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I hate signatures ._. -.- .....
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~haileydeidara Nov 16, 2009, 4:45:36 PM
SOMEBODYYYYYY~~! (: lol no, I know who you are.

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Ich erinner mich an dein Versprechen. Täusch mich bitte noch ein letztes Mal.

Oh my Rord! [link]

Love is the red of the rose on your coffin door. What's life like bleeding on the floor?
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~TheGiraffeAteTheLion Nov 16, 2009, 4:50:58 PM
Hahaha, GOODY. WHAT'S UPSSSS??

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I hate signatures ._. -.- .....
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~haileydeidara Nov 16, 2009, 5:00:00 PM
Not muuuuuch. You?

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Ich erinner mich an dein Versprechen. Täusch mich bitte noch ein letztes Mal.

Oh my Rord! [link]

Love is the red of the rose on your coffin door. What's life like bleeding on the floor?
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~TheGiraffeAteTheLion Nov 16, 2009, 5:07:11 PM
Listening to Franz Ferdinand and playing a game. (: w It's awesomefull. ^^

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I hate signatures ._. -.- .....
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